Saturday, January 31, 2009 @20:25
i guess its due time i blogged something.
as suggested by shirin.
life has been unfair, full of disappointment and by far the worst.
to the tree wizard. i am who i am. you dont care about me.
i can see it in you. you just think im another fucking lazy asshole.
you think im a stupid motherfucker who just wants to ride on your back and ask you to do my work. well, your right. i am fucking lazy. but your wrong. i dont ride on peoples back.
curse me all you want. you give empty promises. your good at false pretense.
to my dad and my mum. im sorry.
i havent been a good son. ive made many mistakes. ive given up one too many times.
no amount of words could express how i feel. and no amount of effort could cover back anything.
to my friends, i hope you dont get me wrong. i just do things because i want to. i dont care if people call me an idiot, an asshole, or anything for that matter. i am.
to my dearest friend afiqah, i know you'll read this soon. im really sorry, i am.
i'll do what i can. i want to be involved. this has become my problem.
dont shut me out. im here. i'll take the blame. i'll do anything. anything.
the sufferer and the witness.
