Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @08:07
btw, nasuha. thank you.
you were the assurance that i needed.
im glad that i have friends like you.
and the many others.
back from the mosque.
they did sembahyang taubat and tasbih.
if you didnt have what it takes, you would have fallen asleep.
luckily for me, i havent been able to sleep. not today.
not for the past few days.
and im likely to be going until the last night.
lailatul qadar.
the night of a thousand nights.
i guess, the true meaning is that for all the last 10 days,
if we constantly prayed. then we would receive the blessings.
if we go about and choose, then whose to know.
it kinda makes sense. but, i still believe that there is that special one night.
where miracles happened years ago. in the ancient past.
i cant pick myself up.
ive fallen. and i cant do anything about it.
god give me strength.
the sufferer and the witness.
