Thursday, August 28, 2008 @09:12
im starting work today. gonna be great.
if not i have to sit at home and do nothing.
john little cwp pulak! ahaha.
its so near, i dont even mind if i have to work till midnight.
my house is just a 15 mins walk.
and, hopefully everyday a friendly face will walk by.
or someone accompanies me for lunch. ^^
i will be the happiest person working in john little.
hehhs. 8 hrs of working, 1hr break.
yayy! ^^ ahahhas. im elated.
anyway, i still cant get mawai pictures. i dont wanna post things about the trip and the pictures seperately. hee. sorry ppl! i have to be a bug and buzz around ya.
cause im too god darn lazy too take my own. my camera is bulky anyway. (: hopefully erin will be able to give them to me soon. shes coming back from cambodia tomorow. i think. thats what she told me. i bet benji misses her alot. hahaha.
and, life has been good. for the first time in my life, my holidays are absolutely free. no hw. no projects. i can do what i want went i want too. that is if im not working. hahahaha. once in a while i feel lost. because the very important things in my life are all hanging on thin threads. and i still cant find a way to rescue, every single one of them. my precious one, my dearest friends. my life, my family.
i need a long long long rope which is super super strong. so i can pull everyone up at one go and hopefully tie them to this stupid bridge that keeps shaking. nyahhs.
what am i saying. that wont happen. =P
anyway, i will be back on sat to blog. most likely. tmrw im working 10-9.30. today i finish at 9.45. im gonna be pooped so i need my rest. but saturday i finish at 6.30. weeeee. maybe i can hang out with some people and let loose all my vent up feelings. hmmm. i'll see bout that. okay then. till next time. byee.
ps: i will stil wait. but guilt can overide all my feelings if i dont get an answer.