Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @00:39
have you ever thought of giving your friends up.
simply because of the reason that your the only one incapable
of doing the things that they are allowed to?
cause, this things been running around for some time. and i must admit,
i dont know what i wanna do.
if there was map that could show me the way,
i would really appreciate that it appeared tomorow morning at my doorstep.
when i wake up. hah. like it will.
but, things just seem really, i dont know. it cant be said in words.
i mean theyre the best bunch i met, and i mean it honestly.
just that, i cant match up to them. though theyre the ones who make
me feel like me. they do the things that i would do.
the only thing that draws the line is the word freedom.
" all we have to see, that i dont belong to you and you dont belong to me "
thats true if you wrote down your whole life even before you were born.
of course that is left to fate. aint nothing much we can do about it.
and right now, i feel like leaving everything in its hands.
pathetic isnt it? haha. i would expect worst. but, still.
this is where i decide. and. its. .